LIVE!

So March is about to end in three days. I have written a blog post every day in March, consistently. And I am so happy and proud to have stuck to my resolve of writing daily here. It is wonderful to have thought of so many things daily and have the opportunity of sharing them here. Writing without any inhibitions. Of course, this has made me realise how difficult it is to continue something every single day without pulling any stops on the way.

It's not easy to write daily. You know, open the computer, think of words to come out on subjects that vary from feminism, poetry to childhood memories. It does help that these happen to be my favourite things, my areas of interest and so I can speak, write and also read about them tirelessly. It takes even less time to develop an idea into the core of issues to fully fathom what it really means to me. The effects of everything that I have been living daily through reading, seeing things the way they are and choosing to delve into them, to conspire about the fire they bring into me. It's absolutely brilliant when I think of the time I took out, dedicated myself to this art of writing and of course, I can't judge myself but I do think I did a fair job, a good attempt at expressing the discontent and dismay I have for a many things in life. As an individual it is not only important for me to be able to convey my ideas and excitement for 'new' in this world but extremely vital that we all do. Express. Write. Speak. Laugh uncontrollably. Exhibit emotions. Cry. Laugh. Run. Dance wildly. Sing at the top of your lungs. Read. This makes us different from the other animals in our kingdom.

Anais Nin wrote that, we don't see things as they are, we see them as we are. We are a crazy mixture of hormones, energy, vitality, vibrancy as living beings and lets embrace it. Take it in. Get our best out from within us. It is meant to challenge and charge our potential to live not just because we have to and we must but because we wish and we choose to. This vigour keeps me going. I go through as many bad days as good and some dull ones too, but never a moment do I let myself sink into this imagery of one constant emotional coaster. For me, I go on a super ride of many things felt deeply by my heart and soul and sometimes affecting me so bad with their trauma level. But, I recover. We all must. Its not everyday we get to begin a new scroll of things we have the ability to modify. Everything is changeable, every single thing is modifiable and we have the supreme power to charge and change them the way we want. You could choose to sulk after failing at a particular task in hand or get up and head for the next one. Always remember failure because we learn so much from our personal histories.

We have exactly a limited number of hours to live and it is here that we meet people we love, long for, stick to, sometimes depart from, but which gives a meaning to our lives. So, cash in on this very second, this very moment that you are reading my words. Let me assure you that while I am writing this, I have a million thoughts running through my brain at jet speed about reading the two books I have in front of me, the academic coursework and my deadlines, the domestic chores and the unbearable heat that makes me wish I lived in the mountains during summer. So many things. And I get about two things done from this pool of chaotic timekeeping against all odds, but I do them. I take pride in the fact that when I go to sleep I am content. I don't worry about the past, the next day or future, not even the present. The reel of memories is too long and tedious to unwind every single time, so why tire ourselves out? Stay cool through adversaries, through sorrow, through happiness because the bard wrote and I fully, optimistically believe in that This too, shall pass!