Cold rage

Fever and cold has me stomping with a rave rage crushing my healthy and happy spirits I've been carrying for some time. A mad cold fury tears my insides trying to understand why a minor sickness drives me to the wall with such misery. I feel terrible about lugging behind deadlines, though people can be really nice about it sometimes. Melancholy and sleep engulfs me in its embrace spiralling me into an endless slumber, with vivid dreams manifesting into my fears thus projected clearly. It's a wonder that our nerves do hold us steady otherwise the chaos that would rule our psyche would destroy people. I realise how November makes me feel all responsible and accountable for the year so bygone. In good ways, nowadays I have accepted peace as a long term reign in my life. I would rather be surrounded in a clear calm mist than be pinned to unclear intentions. 

Alas, we will come across events and people that shatter our peace and aggravate us to the point of feeling utterly incapable and helpless in the face of mechanised evolution of everyday living. WE grow out of it, over it like every living organism does. A little bit of sunshine, plenty of oranges (actually a positive spirit for this pun), strong will, most importantly faith in our hearts for things to change are the ingredients for a perfectly normal, even escalated hopeful new beginnings. 

I noticed how my negative tone has changed during the course of writing here, just in two paragraphs. Now, isn't this a sign of change and becoming a new leaf over words! Everything that leaves us distressed, the US elections, the current demonetisation, economic crisis and an unstable political scale, let they not scare us, nor demoralise us from believing Change is still possible and we must continuously strive towards the better, Talking helps, so does writing. My own belief in communicative powers has increased to an eight-fold since experiencing it personally over the course of time. And, Keep Books at your bedside, near the couch, next to you anywhere you are because really, they are a true solace and opening into mysteries we frequently discard as unsolvable realms in life. Leave the confines of prejudices and mingle into the commons. There's so much to work upon that needs our care and kindness to survive and mould into a better happening event of our lives. Not just us, the privileged ones, writing here and reading this, but the lesser ones who as I see are worse affected by mere decisive stupidity of people that are supposed to be providers and care-givers. Yes, hold on tight and keep going towards the light that will create a new parallel good we all envision in our dreams. The fight goes on with the courage and battle in the background for newer victories to emerge and lay ground.