Saturdays

We are all where we should be! 

Read this in a book today and as if on autopilot mode, my mind went back through days and months and years from my recent past. Are we all really where we should be or where we ought to belong? A Saturday as today where I have only popped medicines in my mouth and slept to my weak body's content, makes me insightful at this evening hour. All of us are together and yet drowned in our individual worlds. There's much to the situation. Unstable outside and seething inside about it. 

Today morning started with a strange dream where I thought I was seeing myself because I could hear my voice except the face wasn't mine. Nor was the house where I saw myself moving about in the dream. Then I woke up and all memory and context of it is gone. I can scarcely remember any other detail although I heard my voice. It is not my nature to dwell too much upon dreams but this definitely got me intrigued until now. Then there are things that we lose. These days I am desperately trying to remember the books I have loaned out to different people. I lose track of time as I remember where and what I was doing last Saturday this time of the night. Strange but I seem to recall events quite clearly from the beginning of this year. Perhaps because they were all so distinct and new. Glad to have people back into my life after a break. It would have been a terrible loss as I experienced their absence. Friendship is a great gift because it really does nurture us. Once a plant loses their nutrient supplier, no amount of sunlight and music makesnit grow again. So here's to my nutrient, sunshine and stars that keep up spirits high and mighty. Also gear up to a hot March ahead as predicted by the Met department. May it be bearable for all. 

P. S. Just realized that this is perhaps my very first 'leap year day' post in my decade long blogging journey. And, wow! A decade already! I guess 2020 is definitely now more special. Shall stick to writing as often as I can here. Amen. 🌸